Share my crazy with me

I think that maybe what I want... to just find someone to share my crazy with. I can do everything I need on my own so I don't need help but I would like someone to share in the part of me which makes me feel alive. I don't want to daily be reminded of the mundane and the boring that life really is. A constant circle of crap and more crap... Maybe I don't want that at all. Maybe I want to be alone and revel in it all myself... that sounds good too.... I think I like that.